That’s some strong love
Today was the first time in a long time that I’ve been able to get up and spend some time in reflection, unbothered and unhurried. Life is like that. Once you get one thing under control, seems like another something gets out of control. Sometimes it feels like we’re spiraling and the merry-go-’round ride never, ever wants to end. When I feel like that, I like to reflect and think to myself — quietly. It means a lot when you can get off by yourself and have uniterrupted, quiet time. With life being so hectic, so full, so busy, that becomes a luxury. This morning I got off to myself and began to think about what direction I really want my life to go. Pretty broad, isn’t it? I know it is. But I’m thinking more along the lines of short term things; how to make things different or easier for the next three to five years. My kids are young right now. Very young. I sometimes feel that I only have a little time with them because they grow so very fast. I want to be with them every minute I can, laughing, giggling and just watching their little bodies and minds grow. It’s a wonderful thing. I sometimes think about how God watches us grow and if He gets that same giddy, stomach-pit feeling we do when we gaze at His creation; us. I wonder if He longs like we do to spend more time with us, to talk with us, perhaps even share a light moment. I wonder. But then, He is God, free from all human elements and thinking. But, God loves ME more than I even love my children! I cannot begin to imagine that feeling. Sufficient to say that He does indeed love me. I want to know more about His love, since I can identify **just a little**.
Do you agree?
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